Wednesday, June 29, 2005

my Fault ^^

2day i am here, i am here bcuz i am SAD. i am wrong le. i make my buddy ANGRY. my fault. i admit. i try 2 kol her but no use. i try 2 chat wit her on msn oso no use. i try 2 msg her oso no use. i try everything i can stil no use. hw??

xiao hu, sorie. i noe i shld meet u on time. i shldnt stay @ sch n mak u wait. okay, i promise tat aft tis incident only i wait 4 u n not u oways wait 4 me. DEAL!!!! i swear k?! (*_*)

i wil giv u a surprise 1 day 2 show u my sincerely tat i wil be early oways. pls, tok 2 me la. i noe i am wrong le. pls!!


okay, i tel u guys wat happen 2 me n her. tat hw it's go....................

today(29/6), i n her meet tat i go her sch n i wil dress nice nice. she wil intro. me her frenz n we wil tak photo. she even bring clothes 2 change-cuz she is wearin formal wear doin presentation. then she realease sch le, but i stil @ sp. she say she wait 4 me @ cwp but i stil @ sp. i noe i very bad buddy. but hw.............aiya, very diffcult 2 explain 2 u all. so tat roughly lyk tat.


now, hw? she dun bother wat i do. so i apologise oso she dun care. i wonder wat i can do. i very lousy la being her hao peng you> pls, ppl saw e blog, help me. giv advise. i wil b very happy 2 noe solution.

xinhui, dui bu qi. i shldnt lie 2 u. i noe u wil b very sad n disappointed n angry.
S....O...R...I...E...

if u saw tis post, i hope u wil 4give me.

:( :( :( :(


singout**

y?

i dun lyk 2 come here n write. it mean i am feelin BAD.

help................................................
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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

my foRmal leSson

lesson start 4 2 days liao n sometime i eNjoy but somtime not........... y? hav 2 waste $ 2 buy text, headphone, adaptor, dv tape..............or e tis n tat. but e funny guy teacher(malay?) make me like my 1st lesson. i learn thing i nev learn b4! *shiok* then make alot of frenz but dun noe who wil b my buddy in e comin yrs..................... n e filming project make me loSt> i hav no partner n finAlly 2day i found him. but.................. 4get it, i dun wan 2 talk abt tis which wil make me damn sad~ Quick pass tis 10 wk n all wil b oVer n i wil b FREE? ya FREE! 2 mths 2 goooooooooooo.

y? like all e things i wrote in tis post seem uncertain. ya! it is uncertain


h@nd>

p@rt II of xiN hUi

there is sth b/t me n her which i tis mornin then rembr suddenly. i n her oways meet 2 work but i oways late lor~ n e time i n her mett is damn fuNny n weird 1. like 0907..... we oways meet @ time not actual. not 0920 or 0915,,,,,,,,

ya, tat e part i wan 2 said SorRy 2 her!

Sunday, May 29, 2005

eveRy1 ciN tis nOw *

hi, if u happen 2 saw my blog, pls leave ur comment so I can impRove mah!
can gif me ur msn so we can b frenz if i dun noe u?

thKs!!

Saturday, May 28, 2005

abT my 1st colLeaguE in waTsoN

i owaYs left out my tiS frenz. n i dun noe y 2? hers name is xin huI, 18, now in nyp in business course. her nickname is XU LUO BO or XIAO HU.(i create 1 lor!)

the first day i meet her was in UNITYSEC edusave presentation day. I reach here then i saw tis gal on my right beside me. i was thinkin "hmm....she look gd! like those gals with confident n style" 0) -who noe she is actually those blur blur funny 1 aft i get 2 noe more abt her !!

then 1 day when in work, i saw tis gal. i was shocked. in movie meh? y? i get 2 c tis gal here again n workin in e same place? but i oso quite happi since i oso wan 2 noe tis gal. tis is a gd chance 4 me to noe her! Then, all e blah blah............................n we bcame gd then best frenz in work?(rite? if u happen 2 c this post)

i wan 2 thks her 4 all my happy times in watson, oways there 4 me when i need help. but i only rembr once n tat when she accompany me 4 checkup in JP. realLy, thks!

now, both of uS start sch liao n i think we all wil b busY n cant meet up oftEn. but i suRe tat if we meeT up, we wil only go or shall i said taT we wil definitely Go JP. y? y? go tO watsOn n finD ours x-colleagues mah! we wont 4get thEm 1 lor!!!!!!!!!

i wil tel u guYs more abt my frenZ. the next pOst wil b abt my 1st best Frenz - ZaRinA - (oso 1 whp i noe in watSOn)

C U ag@in :)

1st maLay frenZ whO i am cloSe 2 n a bIt of sHe..

tis of mY frenz is kol zaRina........

i dun rembr abt her particular only rembr tat hers birThday is 11/9.(i think so) she is goin 21 tis yr(rite za?)

i noe her n another indian colleague kol laLitha when our ASM aw ask me 2 throw rubbiSH but i dun noE so, aw angry n ask zarIna 2 show me E way. but Za oso dun noE so aw then bcome angrier n ask lalitha , e senior, to show e way! fr there, then we 3 noe each other n become close gd frenz in watson!

i rembr tat za oways said tat i like a duck on my 1 day i noe her bcuz i oways tok to her like a frenz who nev meet up 4 many yrs.......... she said i over-friendly liao~ but i oways laugh and cant stop when she start talkin or juz when she wan 2 tok. oso, she oways said tat i oways blink blink my eyes as i'm handicap n nev answered when management/ staff ask me qns`* + */

we 3 oways get to go break 2gether b4 e management noe tat we 3 r very close. aft then, they oways dun let e 3 of us go 2gether. i oways go at 5 aloNe..........(sometime go wit dina, new new..)

i leran alot fr za n lalitha. za teach me n tel me muz learn tis n tat eg,blogger..... so tat i can keep in touch wit her (THKS!) litha remind me muz study hard.........................??

anYway i'm veri hapPi tat i noe tis grp of pple in my 1st joB.......thks 4 e advise given (*-*)

p/s: i put brown front colour on part i wrote abt za, cuz i noe she love brown colour(c i noe u well)

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

stArt oF my fuTure

!st day of oritention is on TUe (24/5). I met a gal who is oso IT sch n we go together to tat building...........At there, i made 4 gals. 1 is tomboy kind, 1is princess type, 1 is ahlian type n 1 is a gal who is not as simple as she look!! Not bad lah, at least i noe 4 of my classmate on 1st day.

wed(25/5). We 5 met at 7`45 at e MRT station in dover. From there we set off to e lab. Ya, then training, lunch. Finally, i got my tertiary ezlink BUt i cant use it yet n stil hav to bear e high adult fare`~` then game time where i get to noe more pple in e class. let me c if i rembr all their 42 name(exclude me lah) ya, 1 more thing abt my class is tat 5 of them fr DAE n overall many in e class hav music background too.] NVM, i although dun noe much abt music but i can learn mah. I must definitely do well n i believe tat i wil in this course.

I must n wil b a outstanding singer in s'pore who sings well, write n compose her own songs!:} CoOl rite? so 3yrs later i wil b another person again!

back to my class now! kaiwen, melodie, candies, carmen, mei jun, peixiang, jasmine, jamie, yueting, peizhen, linger, hazel, winnie, esther, weijie, yuanjie, louis, niclos, zigang, .......... stil got alot but i 4get liao?/

tml wil b flag day n i like it alot abt tis day! dun noe y 2? I must win the MP3 if possible.....
hope i wil make more frenz tml n b how i am in sch(xiao xiao[crazy] like tat! but i cant get noisy in sch n i dun noe y 2)

next time i wil b tellin u guys my happinins in sch on my 1st day

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

reSon beHinD

i said i want changes rite? ya! I do want changes........... I want to change my style of wearing, my hairstyle, my everyThing........................................( u noe) y? y? i want to change suddenly? becuz of a guy. listen up not BGR, but a comment fr a contest tat i took part. " PROJECT SUPERSTAR" He did not comment abt my singin but comment abt my dressin' n tat make me realised tat i hav to CHANGE! i wan him to regret next time he saw me. i wil sing so well tat he had to admit me. but most imptly, he said i dressed well. then i wil ask him back wat he said abt me last time !(haha...hehe....) ..............................
..................I BELIEVE I WIL SUCCED YESSss..............
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Thursday, May 19, 2005

i qUit

15/5 is my last day. so fast.........the time pass when i stil feel uncomfortable abt my 1st job n now i quitin! my sch wil b startin next 2 wk so i givin myself a 1 wk break!

I think i wil hav to find a pt job to earn $$ 4 my sch fees in the next 2 yrs. but tis time i wil want to b a promotor who can earn more n easily.

ok, 1st wat should i do on my 1 wk break? makeover!!!! YES! I want pple to see me diFfeRenTly...........

C then

my liFe

11/1-15/5 is my period of life when i learn alot of things. I learn tat pple in tis world dun trust each other. eg., there is such things as check bag when u go back.(HUH?) I learnt that some pple r very feirce. AW! stil got other said tat she actually care alot for us.?

Dun care abt all these. Let me share with u guys my colleague. my manager, kelvin, who i til now dun noe how is he. GD or bad? Aw, the ASM, is the person who every1 scared......... another ASM, Brandon, one who sometimes gd mood n joke n sometime bad mood n scold pple! Su cheng, the supervisor, the best mamagement! not scary n very friendly. Dina goin to be supervisor. Changed alot. become unfriendly now!~~

Lalitha,senior SA, gd frenz. Irene, senior SA, but nev tell staff wat to do. oways so quiet!
Zarina, my buddy in Jp. Very nice. her fav. word" huh bee?" Su, za oways call her Ah Ma. but y?
Lorick n Raly r the 2 pHiliS n then come the other 1 Chars. wati a ahlian gal in watson. Now, the part-timer SS, sopia n scott.

all my frenz who i noe in 4mths in Watson. of course got some promotors too. eg.,karen.....

i iN

11/1 is the first day of my life when i step out to work. so nervous. feel wantin to cry as i am so helpless. i rembr being bullied by the reception girl at watson HQ. but i muz be strong n not to let my mum down. so i juz continue bear wit it n go to report at JP.( tell u a joke, at first when HQ tell me to report JP, i thought they ask me to go m'sia-JB to work)LOL